Video That Can Change Your World.

Thanks to Aidah, thankyouthankyou! I'm hearing 'KepadaNya (feat. Hady Mirza) - Taufik Batisah' from his new album, Suria Hatiku. I don't know where she got that song from but I don't give a damn. That song keeps playing over and over and over again even when I've closed my eyes.

There was this line that Taufik said, 'Wahai manusia sedarlah dirimu, hidup di dunia hanya sementara.' My mind was like, wow. With just one sentence, it made me reflect all those things that I've done in the past, even the bad things. Where will I go from here? That's the question. I know I'm excited over the new year, a new change but I'm scared. I'm scared if I would fall more deeper in and never to crawl back up to life. That's what I most feared of.

When my eyes were shut tightly, the song were still playing in my head. It's telling me something, to change my life, be good in life, think of the bad things I'll cause in near future. When my eyes were shut and the the song playing in my head, I can picture a video. The video was really a life-changing experience. It goes like this.
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Hakim lost his dad since he was a kid. His dad left his family in misery and never to return. Hakim had no choice but to stay with his mom in a one-room rented flat. Hakim fell for the wrong kind of friend when he entered secondary school. He bacame rude to his mom. He tries to show his true colours but due to his love for his mom, he dares not to.

One day, while his mom was watching the news. She saw Hakim on tv. It's not because of the good deed Hakim has done but he did something bad. He was caught for drug trafficking and was sentence to 5 years.

While Hakim was behind bars, regretting of what he had done, his mom fell sick. Crying for him all night, waiting for him to knock on the door. But waiting was finally over. She let out her last breath while praying to god for her son's safety. Noboby nor even Hakim's relative told him about his mom's death.

Hakim was release as early as it was stated due to his good behaviour behind the thick, dark and small walls. He wanted to suprise his mom and he soon took a taxi home. Upon reaching his flat, he saw many slippers and shoes outside his doorstep. He entered and he saw almost everyone with their shocked faces. He saw his uncle and asked where's his mom. All his uncle did was handing him a glass of water and asked him to sit down. Hakim refused and kept asking about his mom. The glass of water that he was holding slipped from his hands and broke into pieces. He fell flat to his knees. He didn't felt the pain in his knees but his heart was the one feeling it. He finally regret do what he did. He never wanted to leave his mom alone, crying for his mistakes.

He stared down to his mom's grave. Tears rolled down his cheeks as if those tears could bring her back to life. Like once his mom prayed for Hakim's safety, Hakim prayed to god for her safety in afterlife and her peace.
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I'm finally done! I want it to be recorded! I want a video of it! With 'KepadaNya (feat. Hady Mirza) - Taufik Batisah' as the soundtrack. But how? I have to send this to my uncle who had done 'Take On Me - A1' video and Taufik's 'I Dream' rejected video. But I only meet him like once in every year which is on Hari Raya. I want this video recorded and make everyone realise that you don't have much time in this world. But its not too late to change yourself.

Wahai manusia, sedarlah dirimu
Hidup di dunia hanya sementara
Dekatkan diri padaNya

I Yearn For Your Return.

What had happen to us? Why do we have to fight? Why do you have to leave? Why does everyone have to leave? Is it something that has to do with me? Or is my dance steps wrong?

Yesyesyes, finally! I'm over her! I woke up and I never have to go through what I had been going through lately. Tears didn't rolled down anymore, not thinking of you anymore cause I'm thinking of .... dancing? I realise that all is just a waste of time. Loving you while you're in love with someone else, crying every night and day while you're having a happy life outside.

I've been staying in this dark room of mine. Door and windows are closed. Not even a fresh air gets to enter this room. I could even make this room flooded if I cry every night and day... NOT! Which kind of freak can make a room flooded by their own tears? Life is not a cartoon world. Now its time for a change. 2009 is coming in 25 hours more. And I'm sure I'll be changing. Good or bad, its up to God. If good, I'll make sure I'll make everyone proud. If bad, then I'll chop off everone's head when they pissed me off.

Tomorrow's the last day of 2008. And nobody's free to go out with me? What the fish! I want to cuci mata people! I guess I have to watch the countdown on tv. Best jugak! There's a show, Love is Cinta, and I can't missed it. I want to watch it over and over and over again. There's more show on tv but I can't remember. Channel 5 is getting more and more entertaining, yknow. Air Force One coming, Underworld coming. What else? I heard One Tree Hill's coming back? Can't wait for 2009!

Leaving 2008 is kind of a pain in the ass, yknow. 2008 suddenly changed my whole life. Seriously, it did changed my life. For one moment, I was this nerd kid who had his baggy school pants, his armani hairstyle, his school socks was as high as a soccer socks (that's when I was in primary school!), gets bullied by almost all of his friends. But now, what had happen to me? Everything changed. But 2008 is when I felt different, as if I was more matured. 2008 is when I've changed my looks, my attitude and what more? If only I could rewind time back to October 2008, I would. I'll miss 2008.

i wanna dance!

A Lesson For The Young And Old.

Ever had a dream of wanting someone that you wanted to live with till you grow old? Ever had this feeling that you'll gonna be loved by someone special till forever? I do. I always have high hopes when I have someone in my arms. Hopes that can be too high and when it is smashed to the ground, the heart too, will be smashed and broken into small pieces. I don't understand why must everyone leave. Is it because of me or the love we shared were no longer there? But we did promised together that we will never leave each other, didn't we? Too love each other to the very best, too care for each other. That was all I asked for from love. But it seems so hard. It seems so damn hard that you can't take it and you have to leave. Leaving me in misery.

Its always been the same thing I'm going through in my life. When someone's loving me truely, madly, deeply, I'll take advantage of it. I asked for more. I always have to fall for another when I've got a good one by myside. Its just that I'm too easy to fall in love with just some sweet sentence.

I'm sitting here, staring at your dp every single night. Why has everything changed? What was lacking in me? I left someone for you. Everything I do never seems enough for you. That money I got to get you that ring was not from me, it was from grandma. She told me to keep it for my lunch but instead I bought it for you. But what happen? You lost it and you said you didn't cared. I'm not mad at you but I still love you. I want you back.

I went out with Nadia, Nadd, Faiz, ZhaoLiang and Haiqal. I don't know why when the boys were searching for chicks, I wasn't excited at all. I don't feel like finding a new one. Cause I know when I've found someone, that someone will sooner or later will leave me. And they were walking around the SkyPark, I was thinking of her. That was why I became quite. I'm confuse, damn it.

With this life of mine that I'm leading, I could teach the young and old of how unkindness of love can get. Never to fall in love with someone else when you've got one great girlf/boyf. If you leave your girlf/boyf for another one, its not going to last long. Trust me, karma do works. She believes that karma's gonna hit me one day, and it did.

25th; the day that it first started.

Now I finally understand why, why I was so damn sad, pissed off. Its 25th today. I didn't even notice the date till she texted me saying, 'Happy 1st month tak menjadi'. 25th November 2008; her birthday, our date. The day when I proposed and she said yes. The day that made me nervous as ever. The day that didn't go out as plan but still I made it happen. It all happen on that day. It just made me as happy as ever. 25th; forever in my heart.

Me and Butterfly are just gonna be friends. Guess what? She's dating some online guy name Aaron. She loves that guy. As soon as she said sorry, I knew something's wrong. Something bad's going to happen. And I was right. So it seems like I... am going to concentrate on my studies. 5 years and still will be counting.

Cb, I sound like a despo sia. Nak pegi, pegi ah. I'm not gonna say, I'll still love you. You're leaving me and why should I wait for you while you're enjoying your freaking life outside? I'm done with the 5 years. Penat aku count. Mcm budak bodoh sial. Peh puki ah!

I Can't Do It, I Just Can't.

Eventhough I've got Butterfly right back in my arms. I just can't do it. I can't fall in love. I just can't be in love. I'm too confuse right now. My mind is still thinking of her, my heart is still loving her. You should know who's her.

I just found out how my life is. Sometimes up, sometimes down. Like what Nadd says, I can even write a story about my life. It will be a great story. Very interesting cause it will include family problems, cheated by the same girl twice, loving two girls at the same time, breaking someone's heart, heartbroken by someone. Interesting right? Oh well, I'm too lazy to write about it. But I'm writing about something else. Yes Heamen, I'll complete it as soon as I can. Ok?

I'm too lazy to blog about today. I did met Butterfly. Not meeting her tomorrow, Friday and Saturday. Bye. I'll love her like I had never loved someone before.

Your Love Is All I Need.

I met Butterfly today/yesterday. I was waiting for Butterfly at around 9am at Clementi control station. For the love and for the work, I woke up early. The interview was at 2pm, but I just want to send her to work. I saw Butterfly and her mom. My mother-in-law to be? Still long way to go lah. I didn't recognise her cause she didn't wear the scarf that she always wears when I met her.

Went to Clementi's Mcd for breakfast. She wants to treat me but I just took the $2 meal. Not good to spend on other's money. Took 285 to Pandan Loop. The workplace was (no comment). Sent them and went to grandma's house to sleep.

Woke up at 1.35pm. I decide to cancel out the interview cause I don't think its the right time for me to work. I've to soccer training to attend every Monday and Friday without fail. I'm doing whatever it takes for GESS B'Division soccer boys to get through the semi-finals. I know its a big step, a big dream but I have faith with the boys. As a vice-captain, I must have faith. What's the captain doing? Where are you? Anyways, onward GESSians!

I went to Haqiz house to get my iPod cable and update on my music list. Finally, my iPod is working again. Glad to have it back to live. Then went back to grandma's house to wait for the time to pick up Butterfly from work.

Reached there around 5.30+pm. Waited, waited and waited. Finally saw her glum, tired face out of the building. She was shocked to see me, eventhough I've told her that I'm picking her up. From that glum, tired face I saw, it turns to a red, happy face. She can't stop laughing when she sees me, that's what she says. Crazy people. Lepak at her place till night? I don't know what time was that. But I knew I spent plenty time with her. And we can't stop laughing and smiling till tears came out. Tears of joy eh sayangku, bukan bende lain tau.

Sending Butterfly to work again tmr. Meeting at her house! (:

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Kau bagaikan udara
Yang membantu aku untuk terus hidup di atas dunia
Tanpamu ku lemah
Pasti aku tak perdaya
Kerna kau mahakarya cinta

Those Three Words Still Can't Come Out.

8 years of knowing you, 5 years of admiring you.

Two simply great, wonderful days. Yesterday and today. 21st and 22nd of december 2008. I finally got to see my old friend, my old crush. Without this friend of mine, Hajar, I don't know where to find her. For 8 years of knowing each other and 5 years of admiring her, I finally made my first move. For that 5 years of admiring her or loving her, I had never spoke those three words that I could easily said it to anyone.

We had lost contact for almost 2 years. But still that name of hers were still fresh in my heart. We had gone through lots of shits. Family problems, love problems and much more. To me, all those stupid problems would be gone when she's around me. Her presence would conquer all of it, step it, as if they had never happen. Maybe I couldn't find the right one to be my soulmate cause you were the one? Maybe all of the relationships I had were never to last long cause we were suppose to be together and last till forever?

Almost 2 years we lost contact, she really changed. From the bad girl to good girl. Lets say, Bad girl gone good. Her english was power! There's this slang in it, as if she's from the States. She never had lots of piercings anymore. The rest didn't change. Still love it this way. Her looks doesn't matter but her heart does.

Her name is 'Butterfly'. I gave her name randomly cause I don't want anybody to know. But two from the outside world has seen her, Heamenjit Singh and Jessie Lam. Goddamn it you two. Why Jurong Point? Watch at other places lah, alamak. All I know Heamen's gonna start his crap when he came online.

I thank you, Hajar, for bringing her back to me. Bringing her back to my life. Sincerely I said thank you.

Today/yesterday, 22nd of December. I was suppose to go for an interview that Butterfly told me about. Her mom wants people to work. Butterfly wants me to work with her so I took it. Was suppose to be there around 2pm. But I forgot about the soccer match between GESS and OSS. So I had to cancel the interview.

We won. Score? I don't know. All I know, we scored alot. And for the first time, I didn't score during the match. Mr Lim said I was the Man-Of-The-Match cause I worked really hard. Played Centre Midfield for the first time and I didn't really felt much tired. Stamina was good. I guess its because I'm cutting down on my ciggs? Happy? Happy ah! Man-Of-The-Match yknow! How good can I get?

After the match, I checked my phone. 3 missed calls from Butterfly. So I called back. She said she wants to go out, she invited me but I didn't picked up the phone. She said she's meeting Hajar at Fontier Library, so I followed. Hajar was mad cause we were late. Sorry babe! My fault. Hajar went back home, me and Butterfly went Jurong Point to eat. I only got $2+ and I thought of eating at Banquet but it was full of people. So we went to Mcd. Halfway while we were eating, guess who I saw? Heamen and Jessie. My mouth dropped, the Milo that I was holding almost slipped through my hands. I didn't expect anyone that I knew to be here, at Jurong. I guess Singapore's too small.

Sent Butterfly to her house which is located at Commonwealth. I was from Tiong to Jurong, then Jurong to Commonwealth. I was tired but she took it. I didn't felt pain or tired when she's around me. No joke. Inside the lift, I gave her a goodnight kiss. For the first time in 8 years, I gave her that kiss. Never I had the intention of doing it but it just happen. She went quite. As the door closed, she looked at me and said, 'I felt like not going home'. Maybe she thinking of staying with me tonight but I can't. With family problems I'm facing, it's not a good time to bring her home. One day, she will.

Should the love in me for her grows or should it just stay this way. Nadia! I need help!

Can I be in 2020?

I got to know about them. I've got ways. It was all silence when I read it. Blaming myself for what had happen made me feel better. I really did a stupid mistake. Or maybe not? But I know she's the best there is but I left her. Why? Because I fall with some girl who can't stop telling me sweet words and I fall for that. Everything has changed since I did that stupid mistake.

I wished I could fastforward time. I want to see who's riding on my bike behind me, who's holding my hands, who's sleeping on my bed. I just can't wait for the future. Start a new life with the one I love.

Its 1.30am right now. I can't sleep. I'm missing Fatima suddenly. I don't know if she does. Everyone's asking me to move on, forget about Tyqa. I can move on but can't forget about her. So I did my thing, I've move on. But I'm scared. Scared that I'll get hurt once again.

Currently chatting with Nadia online. Told her I was listening to Misteri Jam 12. Then she tried listening it online. She was so excited because of it. But she got to listen to it 3mins later then me. Then there's this song KC edited from 'Ini Satu Kisah - Aliff Aziz' to 'Ini Kisah MJ12'. Kekek giler oi! I like the part where the cik pon started singing. Hahaha, craps.

I'm off now. To bed, duhh. Nights everyone!

I Want iPod Nano!

I want that shit right there! I want pink! No, I want red! No, I want black! I think pink is hot. No, red is much hotter. I want it! I was shopping online and I looked at the price. $125? True or not true, that thing is in my wish list.

Its been just few days I knew Fatima Chaudhry binte Chaudhry Tarik Mehmod (finally, I got her name right! donut baby! just one, please!) and my tagboard is so damn lively. We're just friends lah people. She's attached and I'm not. So even if I'm not owned by anybody in this world, I can't just steal someone's love. Very bad, yknow. If there's more to us, then that's good. But I'm telling you, we are friends.

I owe Siti Nadia binte Amran a paragraph about her. So here goes.

You're the bestest-friend I ever had. You know when I said that, I truely mean it. Not like other people saying that they're someone's bestfriend but end up with some other friends. You're the first person in my head. According to order; you, my girlf/love/chick (if I have one), my friends, my cousins. You'll always be the first one even if I have a some pretty lady as my girlf.

Still remembered the day before I went off to Batam for CIP trip? That day when you called me and started to cry on the phone because of what your family did. Haha, I didn't expect you to call me first sia. That time you had to memorise my number cause you didn't had hp that time.

Still remembered that letter? The one you wanted to read but I threw it away? Yes, that was for you. I can't remember what I wrote. But I know there's 3 words in it. You know, I know. Luckily, I've threw it away. I don't know what would happen to us if you had read it. Paisey worr. I was scared you'll ignore me when you read it. That's why I threw it away.

And I thank you for still being my friend when I did something bad. Something that really made you furious about me. Yes, I realised that I did a mistake, a big mistake. Leaving her for some girl. I know she's the best girlf I've ever had. I guess I was stupid. I was stupid but not now.

Everything has changed, yknow. But my love for you as a friend, will never change. It will never be more or less. It will still be the same. I love you, bestest-friend. In my heart, you lay.

Single Life Is Interesting

I went for soccer training today but I didn't train. I just came just to watch and manage them. I gave a stupid reason for not training cause my boots was still wet due to last minute washing. I felt like managing the team than playing for the team. GESS soccer team sucks and needs someone good to manage them. So I thought of steping up to it but Izham didn't want me too. He needs a striker like me. Hah! GESS very own Fernando Torres.

I went with Izham to Izdi's house. They're going out to town with this cute girl named, Fatimah Chaodri binte Chaodri Tarik Mehmod. Imah, betul tak name? Kalau betul, nak donut! Haha. Met Fatimah at Clementi MRT station. She's super cute! (tak mau kembang eh, please.) As we walked to the busstop, I was at the back with Izham. I can't stop smiling sia. I could even tell that my face was really red at that time. We boared the bus to town. At first, Izham sat with me while Izdi and Fatimah sat together. Suddenly they changed place. Fatimah and Izham switched places. Then I was like shock for awhile, I didn't know what to do. I wasn't ready to talk at that time. So I just kept quite, took out my earpiece and kept it. Sign of respect! Then she started a conversation first. Friendly kid. After awhile she wanted to listen to my hp, so I gave her the earpiece and we listened all the way to Orchard. It seems like she loves the song 'Kasih Mengapa - Rauzan feat Urban Senstation'.

*skipped the part at orchard

We decided to go to Raffles City. So we waited at the busstop. Due to Izham's lack of cash to take public transport, Fatimah had to use her cash to buy food and 55cents from the balance would be given to him. In the bus, she sat next to me again. Same song! Kiwek, boleh jelak sia.

*skipped the part. on the way back to clementi

She sat next to me again. Same song! Now that song reminds me of her. That song is stuck in my head. Took pics in the bus. Kecoh sia. Then Nadia called, asked me where was I. Told her that I was at Clementi and asked her along. I fetched her from Clementi MRT station. Introduce to her Izdi and Fatimah. Of course she knew Izham, same school. (duhh!)

Lepak-ed at Clementi till around 8.30pm. Kecoh like siao! Izdi and Fatimah keeps going to the other end to talk private stuff. Real private stuff. I just can't stop throwing tissue papers at Fatimah, and Izham can't stop looking and smiling at me. I know I'm hot stuff but I'm not into boys k. Everybody left around 8.30pm. Fatimah, Izdi and Izham went home. Me and Nadia went to Jurong East Popular to buy her school books. We walked around while waiting to collect her book. She treated me chocolate waffle! Thank you adik!

That was it for today. I had a great time! Meeting someone new and it really makes my day. And I'm trying my very best to help her. She was suppose to be treated nicer and I'm here to save her. (haha, macam paham siol aku.)

Here's the pics!

What's The Problem With Love?

'In life, you got to have love. For love, you will live happily ever after.'

I don't understand girls. Seriously, when I gave all I had to someone. Shit always happens. Its been 2 times it happen to me in this teenage love life. There's this one girl who had poured all of her trust and love to me but I took advantage of it. Like how my ex did it to me.

The feeling of taking advantage of it is great, fun but deep down in your heart, you know you've lost someone who you can last very long with and you never know how long it could be. And with that love, you'll be happy, happy for life.

To you, I seemed like a fool. But I'm not. I'm not stupid to fall in that trap. The trap that could make me cry in bed for days and nights. Crying as if I am losing a piece of my body.

Pictures doesn't not mean a thing. That pictures I'd uploaded in friendster, facebook, myspace and blogger doesn't mean a thing. My friends and even families said me and Tyqa looked cute together. But does cute means we were suppose to be together? The answer is no.

I guess now its not the right time for us. We're not meant to be together right now but in future, I hope we are. I will still want you to be part of my life. I have to move on now. But remember this, eventhough I'm with someone that doesn't mean I don't love and I don't care about you. You will always be in my heart, forever and ever.

Yes, I finally agreed to what people say. Teenage love is just a test for us. To test if we can make it when we're married and have kids. And I failed.

Boredness Is Fun!

Guess what I'm doing? Nothing! Simply nothing! I'm online right now, but who's chatting with me? Nobody! What's the point of being online when nobody wants to chat? What's the point of you being online when you're busy? One busy with playing poker with friends, one playing online games, one busy eating and much more. God, you're so dumb. Or is it just an excuse for not wanting to chat with me? Brains people! Use your goddamn brains! Just have to guts to say, 'Sorry, you're irritating. Leave me alone.' Why can't you say that?

I've been fussy lately. In case if you didn't notice, I've change. So if you hate me, I don't mind at all. Cause I've been so kind to you and you don't give a damn about it. So what's the point of being the old Danial?

I've been sleeping the whole day. Yes, the whole day. No text message at all! Great! Guess I missed those times when I'm with my ex. Text messages not from my ex but from her. Every minute, everyday. Guess I missed those times. Everything has changed.

I might not be online tomorrow or for the rest of the days. I've got lots homework to do. Maybe I'll be sleeping at grandmother's house where there's no internet and little phone reception. How's that? So everybody will have a hard time trying to contact me. But the question is, who's gonna contact me? Even if I'm dead in this world, nobody would even miss me.

Memories Of Us In My Head Forever

Most of our life is is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on a highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever. From the bottom of my heart, I love you, Nur Atika binte Marjuki.

I Miss Her

I'm so sorry if I took a long time to update this blog of mine. I don't feel well this past few days. I've been missing Siti Nadia binte Amran sooo much. The time I had problems at home, her name was the first I called. I msged her eventhough she's at Malaysia cause I've promised her so. I hope she gets my msg. Anyways, I missed her now!

I had fun yesterday! I went out with Rudi in the morning. Suppose to work for this Standard Chartered thing but we didn't. We just sit one side, doing nothing. And we didn't get our pay cause we left early. CB, WASTE TIME SIA!

Met Faris, Iqbal and Marlyna behind Funan Mall. We jammed with this few people. Faris, the drummer and me, the guitarist. Our plan didn't go out well. We suppose to have more people, at least 20? But only 5 came. Where's the old Young Crew? All seperated because of gangs, other clan or works. I miss those times we had together during National Day. All gathered together doing stupid stuffs. But now its gone. Everything's changing.

I skipped the part when we were at Esplanade with the rest.

I went back home with Faris, Luqman, Iqbal and Marlyna. I dropped at Clementi to take a bus, a longer ride home. As I entered the bus, I saw chicks! Hah! I asked one of the girls number before alighting, and shockingly, I did get! But I didn't gave my number to them cause I said that my phone is repairing. Till now I didn't msg that girl cause I just want to know if I'm cool to get one. Sorry babe!

Wahyudi called me when I alighted the bus. He said that we're having soccer match at 1am. Cool huh? 1am? But the place is like Cage, lights on and stuff. $60/hr. Just behind my house. So anyone wants to book and lazy to go there, tell me! We played for 2 hours and my leg came off its place again. Always my right knee. I wanted to kick the ball and the leg, below knee came off and dislocated itself. And I had trouble running.

Around 4am we went off. Everyone had their vehicle, even me! Sparks, Super 4, Wave and much more. But me, special! BMX babe! They went off to Pioneer Mall. So I had trouble cycling cause of my leg. Took lots of shortcut, and I arrived just as they were to park their bikes. See how fast I can get? Eat and went back at 6am. Thanks Yazid for the treat!

For your information, I just woke up at 11pm. I slept at around 7am due to One Tree Hill. I kept watching and watching till I end up finishing the whole season.

To Tyqabby, my one and only girlf. I may not be the same person like last time. But I promise you that I will still love you. You're the air I breathe, you're the strength I need. If now is not the time, I will wait. I'll wait till you're ready. I love you soo much! Nothing else matters but your love is all I wanted.

Sorry, I Was Wrong.

Things happen sooo much lately. I got myself so damn stressed up. I got a fight with bby. I'm too lazy to blog about everything. Since then I think everything's changing. Its not the same as it used to be. I don't know what's gonna happen. But I'll promise I'm gonna be strong, I'm prepared for the worst.

Nadia is going off to Malaysia tmr. I'll miss her real bad. I hope she'll come back in one piece.

Tyqa's Quiz!

Bby, you fool! I love you!

1. The person who tagged you is ?
- My baby, Nur Atika binte Marjuki!

2. Your relationship with her ?
- My one and only girl till death.

3. Your 5 impression of her ?
- Lovely, hot, kind, cute giler! And short?

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you ?
- Sending me super long msges and telling me to listen to love songs.

5. The most memorable thing she had said to you ?
- Too much of words to be written but I'll write one; Tak akan pernah ada cinta yang lain di hati. Hari ini, esok dan selamanya. Sayang kamu!

6. If she become your lover, you will ?
- She is mine. -.-

7. If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
- Your laziness! Nak makan pun malas.

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will ?
- Keep on crying. I know we won't be.

9. If she dies, you will ?
- Prepare for my funeral.

10. What is it you want to tell she now ?
- No matter whatever happens, I will still love you. I will never find another to replace you in this heart of mine.
11. Your overall impression of she ?
- The best that's happen to me! Super rajin to study, I lioke!

Skipped Question 12 - 16. (Ape ni skipskip?)

17. My Top 10 Sugarbeats.

01. Nur Atika binte Marjuki!
02. Siti Nadia Binte Amran.
03. ZhaoLiang
04. Faris
05. Izham
06. Zulhaqem
07. Wahyudi
08. Iqbal
09. Aidah
10. Kaseh

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? (Zulhaqem)
- He's single, I think so?

19. Is no.9 a male or a female? (Kaseh)
-Famale.

20. If no 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Wahyu & Kaseh)
- Hahahaha! Cool!

21. What is no.2 studying all about? (Nadia)
- Studying? Currently studying how to love.

22. When was the last time you chatted with no.3? (ZhaoLiang)
- Weeks away?

23. What kind of music band does no.8 likes? (Iqbal)
- Rock? Dah lame tak jumpe nye psl.

24. Does no.1 have any siblings? (Tyqa)
- Yes, 2 brothers! Kan, kan? Abang ipar pe!

25.Will you woo no.3? (ZhaoLiang)
- Hell no!! No way!

26. How about 7? (Wahyudi)
- Abangku yang handsome! Hahaha! I want your Sparks! But not you! Hahaha!

27. Is no.4 single? (Faris)
- Yup! Kesian die, pendek sangat. Hahaha!

28. What is the surname of no.5? (Izham)
- erm..blank

29. What is the hobby of no.10? (Kaseh)
- Idk! Why should I ask?

30. Does no.5 & 9 get along? (Izham & Aidah)
- They don't know each other.

31. Where is no.2 studying at? (Nadia)
- Gan Eng Seng Secondary School.

32. Talk about something for no.1? (Tyqa!)
- You're my one and only perempuan yang ku amat sayang sangat!

33. Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ? (Iqbal)
- My abang? Sounds so...

34. Where does no.9 live in? (Aidah)
- Flat? Condo? Terrace? Banglow? Longkang? Could be one of those.

35. What colour does no.4 likes? (Faris)
- One of the colours from the rainbow.

36. Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends? (Tyqa & Izham)
- They don't know each other.

37. Does no.1 have any pets? (Tyqa)
- Nope.

38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Wahyu)
- If I were a girl, I'll say yes. But I'm a guy, so, no answer for that.

39.What is no.10 doing now? (Kaseh)
- Should be otp with the SBLs, leaving me alone doing this bloody quiz. ):

Finally I'm done!

First Quiz!

Faris, you told me to do this. So here it goes.

1. Who is the person who tagged you?
- Mohammad Faris bin Samri (hey people! His dad's name!)

2. Relationship between you and him?
- Used to be classmates, platoonmates and still my very good, short friend. (:

3. Five impression of him?
- Friendly, sociable, kind, nice and short.

4. If he becomes your enemy , will you do?
- Do nothing but cry. He can't do anything to me lah, please.

5. What would you like to say to the person you like very much?
- Sorry if I did that, I'm attached!

6. Characteristic I like about myself?
- erm, hot?

7. Characteristic I hate about myself?
- Money. Its all about the money!

8. For the person you hate, you say?
- Hello? Bye!

9. What do people feel about you?
- Ask them, not me.

10. Your crush?
- Hilarie Burton!

11. Pass this to 10 ppl
1) Nur Atika binte Marjuki
2) Siti Nadia binte Amran
3) Balqis binte Razak
4) Kaseh
5) Aidah
6) Zhaoliang (is his blog offcially dead?)
7) Jessie
8) Mohammad Faris bin Samri
9) Sharifah
10) Farah

12. If 5 & 7 were tgt? (Aidah & Jessie)
- Firstly, they don't know each other and I don't think they're lesbians. -.-

13. What does 5 like? (Aidah)
- Boys, how do I know. (:

. What colour does number 9 like? (Sharifah)
- One of the colours from the rainbow.

15. Say something about number 8? (Faris)
- Firstly, thank you for treating me if you had. Secondly, you're the nicest friend I've ever met. Lastly, sorry if your birthday celebration with YC didn't happen as you planned.

16. Who is number 2?
-Siti Nadia binte Amran. How can you not know her? She's famous in friendster.

17. Talk about number 3? (Balqis)
- I'm sorry if I hurt you real bad. And I know karma with hit me. But I ready for it! Thanks for the advice anyways.

18. Who's number 10's best friend? (Farah)
- Melissa. That's all I know.

19. Who is the sexiest among the 10 people?
-With that thing she wears, its gonna be Nur Atika binte Marjuki!

20. What colour does 4 like? (Kaseh)
- Pink?

21. Is 4 single? (Kaseh)
- Nope, if I'm not wrong.

22. Your relationship with number 1? (Tyqa!)
- My wonderful girlfie! She's the best there is.

23. Are 5 & 6 bestfriends ? (Aidah & ZhaoLiang)
- Nope, but they're friends.

24. 9's surname? (Sharifah)
- Alkaff! Cool huh?

25. 7's nickname? (Jessie)
- Nope, not gonna say it.

26. Say something to 8. (Faris)
- Isn't it the same as the above?

27. Say something to help 9. (Sharifah)
- If your cat is sick, bring it to the doctor k? Haha.

28. Who does number 1 admire? (Tyqa!)
- She admires Hady Mirza but loves only me!

29. Where does number 1 lives? (Tyqa!)
- Chua Chu Kang! Can I say the block??

30. Does 10 of them know who you like?
- Yup!

31. Say something to 6 when you see him? (ZhaoLiang)
- Wassup!

32. 10's spouse? (Farah)
- She don't have one.


One down, one more to go!

What Are Friends For?

I asked almost everyone out but only one asked me to tag along. That is Nor Izham Bin Masdebari. Did I spelt it correctly? Anyways, he asked me to tag along with Izdi, Irfan and Hadi to Sentosa. Well, at first I didn't want to go cause I'm sick of Sentosa already but I had to go out, at least away from houseowners (you know what I mean). So, at last I made up my mind to go with them. Thanks Izham for the treat! You're a wonderful friend! (tak mau kembang eh!)

I arrived early as they plan, I'm always early. Bloody mofos. We didn't do anything much at Sentosa. Just swam, play soccer, swam, smoke. That's all we did. But I didn't swim that much, I was in the mood to. So I bath first. The toilet was super empty, no one wasn't inside lah.

After I went out of the toilet, chickies looked at me. Haha! Sorry ladies, I'm attached with the beauty. They looked, they laugh. I don't have jokes written in my face, do I? Stupid minahs.

After all the times spent at Sentosa, we went to Vivo to eat. Eat, eat, eat. The chicken rice uncle gave me one big bowl, which is for like 5 people to drink it up. One big bowl for just me to drink the soup. -.- Irfan took a candid pic of us eating but my face was turning away cause some chick called me with that kissing sound. Hehe. I know I'm hot stuff.

Then lepak at Clementi. We did some recordings cause we're bored. Izdi with the guitar and Izham, Hadi and me sang. We're like one gay band sia. At first we recorded the Mimpi Yang Sempurna - Peterpan song, then some asshole added in some words like what the Teck Kong boys said in their song. ABC eh korang? Aku Budak Clementi? Macam pah ah. Aku, HMJ, Hidup Mati Jurong. Anyways, pics I'll upload tmr.

I didn't msged bby that much. I'm scared she'll get sick of me sending her text msgs, so I didn't. I super miss her so effing much. No matter what happens, I'll never leave you. Till death brings us apart. Till hari kiamat lah!

Currently I'm super the busy. I had 2 quizes to do. One from Faris and one from bby. So, till then! Tmr meeting adikku yang tersayang!