Friday, March 29, 2013

My Prayers

The anger explodes. I couldn't handle the pressure any longer. Nobody understands cause nobody will even care. They acted like as if they would be there but in fact, nobody was.

"Cursed when he is alive. Blessing when he dies" printed on my right arm. I never regretted doing that. No matter how pain it was, it was worth it. It has this strong meaning that I could relate to.

I have gone through a lot of please let me rest in peace, dear God. Take my soul away, I can't take anymore of this. I choose you to take my soul rather than me hanging myself or jumping off the roof. I don't want anybody to know I'm this depressed. I don't want anybody to feel guilty at what they've done to me. I just want to go in peace.

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